Hey you,which i’m going to meet in a few more minutes,I don’t want to sound cliche but i’m really hoping to find a ray of light in you.
I finally found myself this year,i discovered part of me that i never knew.I kept falling up to this point and almost gave up my life.2011 have thrown me over the edge but wow i manage to keep my sanity and welcome you in my life with full of hope.I’m not ready to end my journey just yet.
My dear 2012,please be better for me cause i think i have suffered enough instability and torture for my mistakes in 2011.I want to be free but most importantly my 2012 new year resolution is,”Achieving with Success”.
Doors have been slammed in my face,got rejected countless times,my infinite tries have been futile so yeah a success story in 2012 would be a good turnover.
For all i did wrong i’ve made it right by opening my heart wide open this year.I’m finally a human,i finally able to feel human touch,i finally understood humility and my heart have finally got warmer ;)
Do you feel the breeze when it touched ur skin?Perhaps,no.But you would noticed the lightning and hurricane.You noticed the sunlight on the clear sky but not the tiny stars on twilight.
I’m the tiny stars so insignificant to be noticed,like the breeze who caresses your skin,too light to be noticed,too fast and it’s gone.
I’m never been good with words nor actions.I’m never a show-stopper or crave for attention.I’m different with complexity intertwined in my character.You won’t noticed not ever,cos i’m invisible in the crowds and i just a little ant roaming around,too insignificant to be noticed.
I sometimes ponder,was my decisions right,from the beginning to be unnoticable.I chose to be different,I chose intelligence over popularity,I chose peace over noise,I chose what I am till now.Years past,things changed,but the fact still stay,nothing I did was significant enough for somebody to remember it.Nothing at all,zilch,zero.
I do not want your attention nor your compassion but just ur appreciation.Your appreciation to make me know,i’ve never been invisible in ur life.I guess,i’m not spectacular enough,never been too intelligent nor too dumb,never been too wild nor too nice.I’m just the girl next door you see everyday but you’ve never noticed.
